full of colour`

and so i've got a new picture! i found a reeeaaaally pretty photograph of coloured pencils and i did some editing - i love, especially, the change of texture!

anyway i talked to yingyan online for abit and that girl's worrying me! all alone in nyc (well not exactly alone, she has someone around at least) and she's stressed and she's sick. she should really learn how to relax (look who's talking) and take care of herself properly(ahh i should remind myself more often too)! but well talking to her online kinda scares me a little, just reminds me how alone i will be if i go over the uk.

anyhows, i was reading someone's blog just now (i used to read her blog a lot to keep in touch with her life, but she shifted and thus, i lost touch with whatever was happening with her) she told me today she had a new, more private blog and i visited it and she sounds so sad, so unlike her because i always had the impression that she was really strong. and because i know im not really close to her now, i dont know if it would be weird to ask her if she's okay and help cheer her up. well we kinda grew up together, we were friends since primary school, we wrote letters really often when we were 11 and 12 and we still keep in touch with each other. and when i mean keep in touch, it means i know the outline of what's happening with her thats all, nothing deeper, nothing more. she may not feel the same way but to me she's the kind of friend im not close to, but i wont forget, (you know for some people, out of sight, out of mind) and if she's reading this and she prob knows who she is, i hope she knows im here for her if she ever needs someone to call.

okay, weather report. terriblyhorriblesickly WARM. :( it's DRAINING my energy....


p.s. i love it that im so neat. hahaha. well, poor jinli is drowning in her worksheets and files.