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i have to quote dave's fav phrase.. shit has hit the fan. got myself into some mess i have to pull myself out from. have to do that today. didnt use my head didnt use my heart used my fart. (omg dave that made me laugh so bad, but it's so true. what was i thinking.) and its not helping that i feel guilty for not going for my morning classes again and okay i have to stop my pathetic whining . its crazy its the first time my whole life i've been sleeping past 2 in the morning for a whole full week, its a wonder im not getting more sick.

thank you everyone for your words of encouragement and concern. you have no idea how lucky i feel. i went for a memorial service on wednesday and it was suppose to be a memorial service for the people who donated they bodies to the university for students like us to do dissections on. and the pastor spoke of giving and receiving. and he said how in our lives we find ourselves giving to others. and at the same time we are receiving whether or not we realise it. and i realise i have been receiving a lot from people who love me, and im really thankful for that. especially my best friend in sheffield, i'd prob drown in mucus and tears if you werent there to hand me tissue paper and pick me up and yes i was a mess but you were there. and yc, for those messages to remind me to be happy and those lame jokes that always made me laugh.

okay shower and off to eat. im so hungry. and then to class.

oh i didnt mention jess and joseph and xiaoli cooked chicken rice yesterday. omg SO YUM. the dessert was yummier, chocolate caramel slices :D okay that was the last time i ate. the more i think about food the more i feel like my stomach is going to cave in.. tata.