after i put down the phone with jeev, i just layed there on my bed, smiling. i dont mean to sound sappy or anything like that. but i simply cant help it that whenever he sends me my everyday goodmorningsms i feel so loved and thankful i have him, and i cant help it that i feel all warm inside when i hear his voice, and i cant help it either when he tells me in the day that im so special i can get an infinite number of kisses and hugs even though i just requested for one, i smile myself silly. or even just the thought of him makes me smile inside out. and it doesnt matter that we're 12948235129851987miles away, i still feel his love and he really doesnt seem that far away. i had my doubts about LDR but i guess my fears has been slowly dispelled. (but of course im not going to take anything for granted!)
soveryoften i thank my lucky stars, for that very fateful day in the gym (and the days after). and i thank myself of course for being gutsy, haha like jeev says 'fortune favours the bold' yeh baby ;) and im sneaky i know, i sneakily created opportunities ;) (just like i know he did too!)
i really cant wait for him to be back! 35 more days!
my beautiful addiction.
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